Recently my husband and I have moved to a new town, purchased a house and acreage after renting for 5 years, and both have new jobs. At first it was golden, wonderful, amazing, fun. Then it gets hard, the fun is gone, it is sweat and tears and hard, hard work. Right now, a month into it, we are hard pressed on every side. My horse was unwell for three days to the point I was worried I was going to lose her. My dog ran away for hours, the chimney caught fire, the basement was full of water…. It was hard. I cried a lot.

‘Do I have love? Help me because I went through college, three years of university and 6 months of practical Emergency Department training but I wasn’t taught this!’

My university years where trying as well. Political science class was terrible. I finally would sit through the class reciting scriptures as the human truths being..